Maggie on Elm

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Cluttered Hearts

I have been promising myself that I would de-clutter my home.
Piles of books and papers. Winter coats and boots and gloves.
A rolled yoga mat. Art work which has come home from a show only to
find that as nature abhors a vacuum other pieces have filled in all the
available wall space. Car keys rest on one newel post. My prayerbook/bible is on the other.
There's a box of dog biscuits by the front door, past the barrier which keeps the
chewing puppy in check. Dog toys litter the living room rug. DVDs from Blockbuster,
Sudoku books, hand cream, remotes and a Tibetan singing bowl rest on top of the t.v.
And where is my cell phone?

What if this is all a sign of something much deeper?

St. John of Kronstadt (1829 -1908), a beloved Russian saint, wrote:

The purer the heart becomes the larger it becomes;
consequently it is able to find room for more and more loved ones;
the more sinful it is the more it contracts;
consequesntly it is able to find room for fewer and fewer loved ones--
it is limited by a false love: self-love.

So, I'm pondering.

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